ohh man! this is the first time i am openly showing people how I feel about certain things and my routine for the day. i shall try since trying out isn't much of a difficult task. i can also use this blog to brush up or at least practice my English. if not, its deteriorating at a crazy speed! pardon me for the love-myself-very-much blog add. but that's what i want in my blog. a very xinyi-ish affair. well, from now onwards, my life is going to be transparent to all! ahhh!! -excited face- hahaha!

went bugis and IMM with the girls and chi suen. though my back was aching in an inexplicable manner, i still managed to catch up with their gossips. heard things that upsetted me and questions started surfacing. aren't friends suppose to care for each other? aren't we suppose to provide love and support to one another in times of need? why are we hurting each other? why aren't we as close as before? why are we drifting apart? people always say friends are the pillars of someone's life. is it true now? i seriously hope that things will get better after this sat's bbq. i don't want you to think that we do not love and care for you anymore. i know we do care for you. or at the very least, i do. but you must reciprocate our love and care. it always takes two hands to make a clap.

please make some effort to salvage the situation now. =)