im damn damn damn damn DAMN BLOODY EXHAUSTED (TIRED IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT) i can knock out within a min when im on my bed. no kidding and exaggerating. less than a min isnt much of a problem to me now.

im dreading work so much that every morning when im up, my face's usually grumpy. the only time when my face's smiley is when im on my way home EARLY and when its my favourite friday!

hell yes, friday's finally here. i need a good weekend rest. be it sitting by the windows on my sofa, im happy. staring into the air isnt much of a chore to me. the best is doing things that doesnt require any usage of my poor worn out brain.

oh damnit. work again in less than 9 hours. major turn off!
my eyes are giving way soon.

night!

hello everyone. attachment isnt that wonderful afterall. morning citihall's damn busy. breadtalk for peishan and weijun every morning and keeping to our left if we're not over-taking. you know... escalator's etiquette! had lou hei in office twice and team lunch with my colleagues once.

my mentor's a damn damn damn damn DAMN AWESOME PERSON. she shares everything with me and is very very very thoughtful and patient! i would always work till i have backache and she would either offer me her doremon pillow or help me massage my back. she teaches me everything she knows. she is damn nice!!!

ive been doing OT almost everyday and every time when i reached home, i would be dead beat. falling asleep within 5 mins is a norm now.

monday was watching ps i love you with peishan and weijun. oh man, i cried like hell. think water tap. thats how my tears were coming out. HAHA! damn touching show! hell good!

tuesday was birthday celebration for yiling in bugis. damn fun when i see almost the whole class there! I MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY LA! all the crazy bunch of lovelies! we talked and laughed like theres no other people in the world. i had lotsa fun!

wed was OT. sigh sigh sigh! no life!!!!!!!!!

thurs was OT AGAIN.

friday was dinner at raffles city after work and back home for rest.

sat was eric's birthday celebration with eric, zhisen and the cupcakes! had marche for dinner and even though it was a short celebration, it was good even though my legs were yelling out for help. HAHA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ERIC TAN!! ;)

tmr's facial and kungfu dunk with ms poh wanqin!

damn uncool ah my life? totally no life!!!! 7 MORE WEEKS TO END OF ATTACHMENT!!! YOU DONT KNOW HOW TORMENTING THE 2 WEEKS HAS BEEN. I NEED SOME LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, i need to sleep now! got to wake up very early tmr for breakers with my family! good night!! ;)

weekend was awesome. woke up on both days for breakers with my family!

saturday morning was breakfast with mum, dad, germaine, aunt, uncle and cousin. breakfast, bai bai and more bai bai and home! met joc for my eyebrow touch up and it was hella pain! after brows touching up, went town to do alil' shopping before she met derrick and i fly home for rest.

sunday was breakfast with dad, mum and germaine at jurong east. after breakfast, mum and i sent the lil' sister for tuition and dad for work. and then... we went GIANT for my favourite activity. ;) my whole house's full of food now. hehehehe! and we got hooch for night drinking together. i know i know, shu an's gonna laugh at me again.

mum and i 'cheers-ed' and germaine and dad joined in the drinking. just as expected, my whole face flushed and my lips seemed like it had red lipstick on. mum laughed at me and even germaine teased me. had lotsa fun laughing at each other's stupid action and damn, my mum and dad are good drinkers, WHY AM I NOT?

lo and behold, my mum can drink a jug of beer and still remains sober. her daughter drank only a bottle of hooch (shared with germaine) and flushed like mad.

okay, my mind's swirling now. work tmr. night! (:

hello hello HELLO! hehehehehe, itp till now has been good 'cause i havent started on my actual work yet. so ive been having training the whole week and early knocking off from work.

everyday after work, i would be totally drained out so i dont have the extra energy to on the comp to chat online or meet up others for dinner. :( life? NO LIFE. friends, friends, friends!! please come meet me after work for dinner either in town or jp okay!! if not i might disappear into thin air.

the flu bug's killing me. ive been drowsy the whole day and the throat's disgustingly painful.

oh!! alil' update about the happenings before internship. 10 feb was wanqin's birthday. so we went visiting on that day and my place had the lions. hell fun day 'cause we gambled and laughed and acted like nutcase. the lions were cool and the buffet party over at my place was fun! lotsa ex-colleagues catching up! spent qin's birthday at her place playing ban lat and celebrating with her family. nice one! ;)

13 feb was joc's birthday and that woman, too smart. guessed what we got for her correctly. we had dinner at paragon's fei cui and lou hei! ohhhhhh, huat ah! food was good but i wasnt good 'cause the throat started soring and the nose started blocking.

weekend's finally here!! i need a good break and spend 'own time own target' time with me family.

hahahaha, this is the first time i blog so breathlessly. my nose is totally blocked. and i have to drink the 'yang shen xu' granny cooked for me. its DISGUSTING!!

goodbye!

attachment started. that means no more late nights for me 'cause its only 1041pm now and im already almost dead. first 4 days of attachment are training and lo and behold, my reporting time for tmr's at 1015am! hehehehehe! this is the only thing that excites me 'cause even though im doing attachment, i got to attend 2 tests.

another thing that requires lo and behold is... wed and fri are casual days so i can wear jeans and tshirt to work! hooooooooooooorrraaaaaayyyyyy!! and training days are all casual dressing, DOUBLE HOOOOORRRAAAYYYY! to think that i was damn worried about my formal clothes. worries solved. ;)

oh, my heels had been murdering my feet the entire day. poor feet nearly went on hiatus 'cause it was tortured the whole day and now my leg's cramping and body's aching. gee, i think im old.

tmr's gonna be a brand new day. i need to start getting myself comfy on the bed just in case my body decides run on me and i might have to roll myself off the bed to wake up tmr.

im dead beat, goodnight. :)

helloooo! i got the cny plans all wrong. the lions are supposed to come on sunday when im going out with my cupcakes. so everyone, please come over to see the lions on sunday.

today was mediocre 'cause i was tired till no ends. everyone came over to my place for breakfast and black jack. ohhhhhhhh, hehehe. i think hot pink's good. i was wearing hot pink top and had hot pink nails and lo and behold, i had 7 times of ban lat.

after that, all my aunts went over to my uncles' places to bai nian and that marks my sleeping marathon. oh, you dont know how worn out i am 'cause i was and am amazed by how i slept today. supposed to wake up at 8 plus but i was up at 10 plus. had my breakers, slept at 1 plus. woke up at 4 plus. slept again at 7 plus. the usual me would have complain about the 'boring' chu yi but i slept so much that the day past damn fast and it didnt occur to me that i should start nagging and get all the asses out to bai nian.

tmr's gonna be a tad more fun. im going to my mum's colleague's place for lunch and out with uncle, auntie, cousins and germaine for shopping at prolly giant! hehehehehe, one of my favourite place 'cause i loooooovvveeee groceries shopping! you know the joy of getting all the food you love = awesome!

oh ya, i just uploaded some pics.













its late now and i better get myself to the bed. its reallllllyyyyyy comfortable beyond words. goodnight! (:

新年快乐！

hehehe, chinese new year's finally here! friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday and wednesday were awesome! i had lotsa and lotsa fun ever since wednesday and i sleep when my sis's about to wake up for school.

reunion dinner just now was good. we had steamboat and i was craving for mac's ice cream. ohhhhhhhhh, strawberry sundae!! im hungry now.

chu yi, aunts, uncles and cousins will be coming over to my place to bai nian and have breakfast and im deadshit. its 305am now and i got to wake up at 8 plus to entertain them.

chu er, lions will be coming to my place for wu shi! hehehehe, lions oh lions, let my family huat ah then i can benefit alil' from the huat-ing.

chu san, i suppose is stay home day.

chu si, visiting with the cupcakes and my mum's and dad's friends are coming over to my place for mini new year party.

chu wu, TURN OFF 'cause attachment starts.

hahahahahaha, the chinese new year ambience really got into me. i just realised that this whole entry has the most number of 'chinese' amongst the entries ive written in the past.

ohhhhhhhhh yaaaaaaaaaaaa, ive painted my nails HOT PINK to compliment my chu yi's hot pink top! damnnnnnn coooool!! and ive dyed my hair! HOHOHOHOHOHO!!

I CANT THINK OF WHAT TO WRITE NOW 'CAUSE I DID TOO MANY THINGS AND BLOG TOO LIL'.

I NEED TO SLEEP NOW. 5 HOURS OF SLEEP.

i promised chisuen this entry is gonna be solemn and sad...

ass, im trying my best to come out with a really really really upsetting entry but ive counted, i backspaced 15 times 'cause i can type sadly for nuts. see how much effort i put into the entry? touched? oh hell yes you are.

im sad, depressingly sad. hehehehehe, not so really though.

the next entry's gonna be a fun one! ;)

hehehehe, i literally am enjoying life like shit now. imagine the joy of waking up naturally everyday, leisurely eating my breakfast, watching the telly guilt-free, talking to my family at own time own target, playing with the lil' kids, lazing around home, getting myself out for entertainment ive been lacking for the past weeks and yadaa yadaa. good life? hell yes!

anyway, chinese new year's round the corner. think reunion dinner, angbaos, new clothings, family gatherings, lions, sweet treats, beer, pokka cards and mahjong. all the excitement are driving me nuts!

yesterday was a night out with my poly girls! damn fun but my leg's cramping, body's aching and ears are still 'blocked'!!

hehehehe, tmr's dinner with my cupcakes! finally, after so long, we can have our lil' chats and do the auntie activity;gossipping.

im tired now! i'll update about the dinner tmr! confirm, gurantee, chop, will be an awesome one!