LOVE was made for me and you.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

i was reading blogs one night and came across joc's. this really meaningful entry. her blog's private so i'll post it here to share this lil' pretty excerpt with all of you.

here's how her entry goes.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

- Marilyn Monroe

Monday, July 28, 2008

showhand. showhand not. HOW?

you're disturbingly making my life go upside down.

p.s: dont worry darlings, im not emo-ing. (:

Saturday, July 26, 2008

i had a hella busy week.

the whole week summarises: went town, driving, band comp, the dark knight, driven up the walls by the irritating wireless.

the whole family told me its a miracle im at home on a saturday night. i slept the whole evening 'cause i was super duper tired. the school days practically drained me of my energy.

ive got to do my projs now!! CRAA and BD. here i come man!

anyway, im happy for peishan and nigel. both of them are going for dates with their respective lovers. peishan's going for dinner and movie on monday with 'Y' and nigel's going for toy factory tmr with 'V'.

they are out to make me envy them. hahaha.

hey you, yes you! do you know what i mean?

Saturday, July 19, 2008

hehehehehe, im feeling super guilty now 'cause ive not been studying for the past week.

went drinking with the usual band peeps on wed and as usual, the whole night was hilarious. we played with the brakes on our way to adams road for supper and now im having blueblack on my hips.

phuture with joc, wanqin, ky and eric last night. it was OMG-ing high. after getting the stamp, we went over to the coffeeshop nearby for dinner and started talking rubbish as though we were wasted. back at phuture, we had shots and mixers, got high and started doing all the nonsensical dancemoves. aiya, eric. we failed to help you find girls to bua. hahahahaha!

today. project. i missed band today. i wanted go back to help the juniors for the coming SIBF. but i cant wake up. :(

darling band members, the seniors will be down to give you guys support for the SIBF. do your very best and dont look down on yourself. be proud of your hard work. be proud of what you reaped. be proud of the band. and be proud of mr wong. im really very proud to see how much the band has grown and the love shown within the band. im really sorry i cant go down to help in the sectionals 'cause of my classes. i'll see all of you on wed. :)

tmr. project.

i promised rynn and jac their names would be mention in my next entry. soooo, RYNN AND JAC. ;) hahahaha!

okay, have a good weekend. even with the projects, mine's a good one.
lotsa love from limxinyi.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

winnie, i know you lub me and want to know more about my life right? dont act dont act. hahaha! for your sake, i'll update. same goes to you, hilmi!

ITS GONNA BE A LONG ENTRY SO LO AND BEHOLD.

thurs was good. concert was awesome. i had lotsa fun doing all the dances, sways and popping the party poppers during the pieces. after concert's party was fun. went drinking at indochine and by 2 plus am, most of them were hilariously wasted. but, they persisted on continuing. so we went boat quay for second round.

strictly speaking, i didnt go drinking. i went socialising. 'cause all i had was a margarita and a glass of mixer. HAHAHA!

left at 3plus 'cause the next day ive got presentation in the morning. dear all, please arrange for another one soon. and choose a day when ive no sch the next day. so i can play till we go mad!

friday was madness also. peishan stayed over at my place 'cause the next day we had to go cafe del mar. caught the red cliff but i practically slept 1/2 of the movie 'cause i didnt had enough sleep from the previous night. reached home at 'bout 3am. slept at 4am 'cause we masked our face and she had her pedicure done!

sat's del mar event was mediocre. went tanning with peishan, chariot and yifan. hahaha! had lotsa fun talking to them about everything under the, literally, hot sun. we got alil' bored after awhile so decided to change all our drink coupons for 10 over cups of softdrinks and started playing 5-10 to clear them. yifan's the king of the game. all of us lose flat to him. hahahaha!

after chariot and yifan left, peishan and i stayed for alil' while more and met nizam!! joc, he still recognises me in daytime. hahahaha! chatted alil' with him and we went off to town for dinner. wanted to pay hl a surprise visit but he wasnt in the shop so in the end, it wasnt a surprise anymore. chatted with him and his teammates for awhile before heading to cine for dinner.

after dinner, chatted with jiawei for alil' while before we head home 'cause i was on the verge of concussion.

reached home, showered and concuss on the bed immediately.

sunday was facial. after facial, went home, rested like ive never rested before, nap like its some luxury and had dinner with dad, mum and germaine. had durian after dinner. trust me, im going to fall ill in no time.

monday was boring!! lessons started again. 9-4. total turn off! after class, peishan came over for dinner. after dinner, we went gym for napfa training up! i think my papa has the intention of making the whole family fall ill. he bought durian home again today!! 10-20 over durians? yes, im not kidding. i was hopping mad when i saw the durians.

anyway, peishan's coming over to my place again tmr 'cause ah mah's cooking my fav curry chicken and beehoon!!!

okay, im super duper tired now but im still not done with cf's tutorial. god bless.

if you've managed to read all the way here, a kiss for you! 'cause you're really interested in my life. HAHAHA! pictures soon but not now 'cause its late and im not done with my tutorials!!!!

alright, have a good day later. goodnight everyone. :)

Friday, July 11, 2008

concert was a blast. went drinking after concert. hella fun!

349am now and ive got CSB presentation tmr morning. just wanted to note down the concert and drinking so that i will be reminded to update a detailed one someday soon.

i love band. i love gorgor wong. i love alumnis. i love dean's action (inside joke). hahahaha!

okay, night!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

tmr's the concert and im D-O-O-M. my fingers have gotten retarded and cant fly across my clarinet and i get out of breathe easier than before.

anyway, mon's hancock was good. will smith's charming! hehehe, vans dont gloat. chatting over dinner at the usual hangout was awesome. singing out loud in the streets without care of in-tune or not made me feel hella good.

tues was exercising day. peishan came over to my place for dinner and we went exercising for 2 hrs. napfa napfa napfa! oh oh oh!! lo and behold okay! i managed to touch my toes after much effort. if you can remember, i had a hell time trying to touch my toes with my fingers in sec sch but i can now! woooooohooo!

wed was band day. rushed down to VCH after school for the final rehearsal in the actual place. time spent with band is as usual fun like nobody's business. i reckon i'll be deadmeat tmr. according to the alumnis' tradition, all concert days are my birthday. they find joy in throwing me in the air, shouting happy birthday xinyi loudly to embarrass me. lewis and winnie, stop thinking of ideas to bully me!

anyway, tmr's the long awaited concert day. lets pep-talk my 10 fingers so that they will run faster and my disturbingly small capacity lungs so that they can take in amazing-ly amount of air. hahaha! okay, i need to go practice the horrible running notes now.

take lotsa care everyone.
love and night. :)

Monday, July 07, 2008

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, DARLING!!!
I LOVEEEE YOU!

she's my lovely one. (:

Saturday, July 05, 2008

im sitting in front of the comp and having no idea what im feeling now. disappointed? upset?

all my friends would ask me if theres any improvement and all. but my answer would always be a very simple no. should i tell? should i not? these questions always surface. but i would always choose the latter. why? 'cause ive learnt my lesson. once bitten, twice shy.

i came across jolene's entry and find it meaningful so ive copied part of the entry. here goes..

'But if I'm not gonna protect myself, who else will? For me, I believe in unadulterated love.'

'Hope that someday when I meet you, we'll be able to know each other inside-out, willingly accept our endless list of physical flaws, emotional baggage and other random nonsense. That we can really be ourselves around each other. To really, truly, love unconditionally. I will not settle for anything less.'

i guess ive got to learn to protect myself, build a defensive wall around me and be less gullible lest i get hurt.

this is random, i know.

and my itunes' bullying me now. its playing all the sad songs. :(

Friday, July 04, 2008

my past week was a killer.

mon, briefing till late, late. met wj to jp and joc's place to trim brows afters.
tues, out with jac baby and ky to vivo. supposed to catch zohan but ended up having dinner.
wed, band and zouk.
thurs, out with jac baby again.
fri, met cheryl for dinner.
tmr, band and shopping with mummy.
sun, tanning with cheryl and peishan. dinner with cupcakes for rynn's birthday celebration.
coming mon, movie.

anyways, i realised how much ive changed over the past one year.
LO AND BEHOLD
hold your breath and stop laughing.

one year ago, before cs left for US.

one year later, when cs's back in singapore for hols.

with peishan on our way to zouk.

talking about zouk. grrr, i was so upset i couldnt get into phuture 'cause it was full house. nevertheless, i had fun in mambo with peishan. and i had fun laughing at vans when she got so wasted. hahahahahahaha!

phuture, im coming to get you 2 weeks later! 18 july!! wooohoo!

alright, i need to go shower now. if not, i'll start smelling. bye!!!

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

hehehe, i managed to upload majority of the pictures taken on the last few days of cs's stay in singapore. but some of them are un-resizeable so you got to bear with some really huge pics.

enjoy!! :)

#1: thurs night! (vivo & 2am dessert bar)