sunday was awesome. sleep, lunch, read, sleep, family, cookies!

thats what i call decent life.

its now 230am and im still watching aud hepburn's my fair lady. i think im alil' obsessed over her but trust me, the shows ive watched, breakfast at tif's and my fair lady, are fabulous!

oh no. im left with 4 hours of sleep.

im off!

just to irritate joc, the rain in spain stays mainly in the plain!

had movie with the sp girls on friday night.

"alone" wasnt that bad but it scare the hell outta meijing, jaslyn and shu an. HAHA!

went for band today and i played like you-know-what. had lunch and coffee with siti after band.

boy, it's a LOOOONNNNGGGGG time since i last had lunch with her. siti ah siti, we should meet up often.

i think i got really tired recently. i doze off when i was standing, waiting for bus and sitting on the bus. reached home, removed my mascara, helped my vain aunt with make up and ta-da, i went into a slumber.

im in a pretty good mood today in case you guys worry. HAHA!

p/s: thank you for the tags. im ok now. :) love!

im really disappointed in you.

you, yes you.

now, i know who my huckleberry friends really are.

YAYYYYYYYYY!!!

THE IRRITATING CRM/RWPS PROJECT IS, SPELL WITH ME, O-V-E-R, OVER!

for the past few days, ive been having constipation and joc told me its probably due to stress. guess what? it came out today!!!! see how much stress ive been suppressing for the past weeks? :(

ive been seeing that woman who has the same initial as me, LXY, for the past days because ive been going over to the main lib to do my proj. the ambience over there is awesome. relax and conducive, unlike the bizlib, noisy. a pity its a tad too far from me.

watched breakfast at tiffany's yesterday. its FABULOUS. damn touching ending.

i love audrey hepburn! she's freaking gorgeous and she has all that i want.

thick lash, distinct jaw bones, huge eyes, oval shaped face. you name it, she has it.

i love moon river (aud hepburn's version).

someone sweet, please send me online if you happen to have it.

huckleberry friend. :)

the irritating damn crm/rwps report and presentation slides are handed in, finally.

weekdays were eww. study, project, study, project. thursday was the worse of the worse. spent 6-7 hours in the library doing up the reports and slides with the sp girls. cool ah? do till i feel like vomiting, literally.

3 presentations and 3 reports to go. thats really uncool.

on a side note, yesterday night was wonderful but it'd have been better if jac's around but dont worry darling, we understand and we'll have a gathering real soon.

today was busy but worthwhile. to cut a long story short, i collected my harry, had breakfast with mum and dad, went facial, met up with jac and over to meijing's place.

im tired so off to bed i go.

BYE BYE!

p/s: shu an, remember, we'll be there for you. :)

have you ever seen what failure is? the state that my eclairs became is somewhat like it. im really sure this time round's gonna be a success but it turns out to be more than horrible. im not going to give up! trust me, i'll make decent eclairs out oneday though the taste and look may/will not be all that perfect.

things were really mundane for me for the past days. i know ive grumbled many times about projects but it still tops my most-needed-for-grumbling list. now, ive got an upcoming CA for my financial accounting on monday. ohlala-ish great ah? i think im dead shit.

soooooooo, tmr's finally friday but its friday the 13th.

-cross fingers. nothing bad must happen.-

theres nothing im really looking forward to other than harry potter, popcorns, nachos and a good and relaxing dinner. a good rest at room, even if it means staring blankly into the air and worrying about nothing, will do me good as well. but, fat hope. remember the CA? oh yes i do now.

gees, i need a good break now. reading a book in the room with soft music and perfect ambience is what i really need now. to be able to sit down to chat with my family's considered a bonus for me now.

DAMN THOSE PROJECTS.

my life's miserable. my thighs bigger then chisuen's. the place where im supposed to be bigger, im smaller. HAHAHA! you people, dont think wrongly. we merely measured ourselves with measuring tapes. hahaha!

in conclusion, i think he's a female.

hey sister, i miss you.

im probably making eclairs later. you know the reason why.

tests and projects have been driving me nuts. on thursday, i had to be at the sp's open house to promote about diplomas for the School of Business.

the kids asked me if poly life's fun. it took me quite alot of pain to tell lies. i told them, no! not as much stress as others thought. although there're many projs, they are to help you score better.

i think my nose's getting longer without me realising.

sch's was a tad too boring the entire week but i tried my best to make it mediocre. first two days of school after chisuen left was horrible. i wasnt in the mood for anything. all i did was to stare into space of think of him. today's exactly a week after he left singapore. boy, im missing him again.

anyway, celebrated ferynn's early birthday at raffles city's sushi tei. the lil' romantic room we were in had really gorgeous ambience. the food's awesome and joc and i were practically pigs walking around raffles city. we ate literally like pigs. walked around town for awhile and we were off home.

OH CHISUEN, THE UNAGI DON'S GOOD. NEXT TIME WHEN YOU'RE BACK, WE CAN GO HAVE IT.

im tired now. got to sleep. bye!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LIL' CUPCAKE.

p/s: pictures taken when cs left, in sch and ferynn's birthday celebration will be posted up soon. so, stay tune.

GOODNESS YES. YOU FINALLY CALLED!

IM OVER THE MOON NOW! WHEN YOU CALLED, MY HEAVY HEART BECAME EXCITED. I HAVENT BEEN FEELING THIS WAY FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS EVER SINCE YOU LEFT.

OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH!! CHENG CHI SUEN!!

LOOOOOOOVEEEEEEE!!!!!

p/s: i think im having terrible mood swings. horribly upset and amazingly happy. HAHAHA!

chisuen, i miss you alot. really, really, really, really. i dont know how to tell you how much i miss you now.

I MISS YOU.

call me asap no matter how late. i miss you really badly now. that time when i was hugging you at the airport, i didnt want to let you go. when you turn back to wave to us, i cried like shit. really shit. ive got lots of things to tell you so call me when you see my entry.

i wanted to sleep badly but i cant so i decided to continue blogging. we were 2 strangers who didnt know we'll be this close. you stood by me, you cared for me, you went those extra miles for me and i feel that im a damn lousy friend. you're the one who contributed the most to our friendship and i am the one who took you for granted.

when you pat me on my head asking not to cry at the airport, my heart aches. i really dont bear seeing you leave. whenever i go to places ive been with you, i'll start tearing.

just now when i went to jp with eric and wanqin for dinner, i was thinking normally you'll be joining us for dinner on weekends. when i walked past the mrt station, i'll remember you standing there waiting for me. when i walked past giordano, i'll remember you standing there waiting too. everywhere i go, i'll remember you and when i realise that you're no longer around in singapore, my tears tap will automatically on.

i know all of you, especially my lil' sister, will think that im nuts to think and react this way. but he's really someone important to me.

CALL ME.