my body's not in the right state now. its either turning nuts or it wants to turn me nuts. i very much wish to sleep but it doesnt want to cooperate. somebody, please use a hammer and knock me out.

I WANT TO SLEEP LAAAAAA!!

-pissed off face.-

this morning's dream was ridiculous. in the dream, i was at this hockey match between westwood and another school which i cant remember. then, no offence to westwood hockey team, they lost. soooo, this poly mate of mine (i dont know how the hell he got into westwood hockey team) told the coach that wanqin's bf, honghui, is good at hockey.

then, i was forced to call honghui to join the team and wanqin picked up the call! i told her about it and theres an incoming call. guess what??!! the incoming call was from wanqin!!!! i was thinking, what is this woman doing? im on the phone with her and she's calling me! i picked up the call and realised its the real wanqin calling me to wake up for gym cause i overslept. i know the dream's dumb. stop laughing at me!

i woke up, rushed around my house and ran out to catch up with wanqin and eric. worked my life out (im exaggerating) at the gym and went home after lunch at subway. went online for awhile then knock out on my lovely bed. woke up and ate my dinner. watched tv and ta-da, im online!

I LOVE YOU!!! WE'LL HAVE A KICK ASS CELEBRATION LATER! IF I WERE TO TELL YOU WHO I LOVE SUB-CONSCIOUSLY WHEN IM ALIL' TIPSY, PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHO WHEN IM SOBER SO THAT I CAN START WOO-ING HIM. HAHAHAHAHA! IF THAT PERSON'S A FEMALE, PLEASE DO NOT TELL ME ANYTHING! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

my lil' sis's dirtier than me. she hasnt shower and is snoring like thunder in the living room. im gonna be pesky and wake her up. hahahahaha! i think she'll smack me to north pole when she's awake.

OKAY, IM OFF TO BE FULLY EQUIPPED TO PREPARE MYSELF FOR THE SMACK NOW!

BYE BYE!

today's wonderful! after so many days i finally ate dinner at home, spent alil' time with myself and roll around my, in my opinion, awesomely comfy bed. the weather's being really nice, making today perfect for sleeping and resting.

sooooooo, i made full use of this perfect ambience to sleep, watch tv, read and sit around doing nothing. dont belittle sitting around. i dont know how in the world did i manage to sit on the sofa without leaving at all for 2 hours plus. i know its a total waste of time but what matters is, it keeps me in a chirpy mood.

i heard the ella's song from rynn's blog. goodness, its damn, i repeat-DAMN, touching. for those who understands chinese, go listen. the lyrics are heart-aching. :(

okay, i need to go chat now.

take care people!

you this bfb, i want to fly into the comp and smack you now!

the thought of chi suen starting school on he's own kinda kills me. the memories of how i disliked starting school and having breaks in between sucked keeps flashing back because he was the one who helped me through the hours of boredom.

i know im being a really auntie-ish person but im worried for you about every single thing. i just cant stop it and i reckon im becoming an auntie soon. give me 1 more month.

on a lighter note, finally i got to watch my highly anticipated show, secret, with joc. the show was kick ass! -sounds like what christina a.'s concert's review?-

really fabulous show. my jaw nearly detached itself and dropped to the ground when lets-all-hail-the-almighty jay plays the oh-so-beautiful pieces on the drop-dead-gorgeous piano. it got us hoohaa over why hang there? is that guy beside her jay? why isnt he back to present? and it goes on and on...

throughout the day, we took only 2 super-duper-ultra-zoomed-in pictures. i'll try posting them when that i-want-to-tell-you-but-i-cant-tell-you woman sends me and i think they look presentable.

im off now. bye!

i reckon my legs will choose to run on me someday. its always ill-treated by me and i think the matter inside my skull has already deserted me. i met up with cheryl for shopping today and she had to go for mass at 630 so i decided to walk from raffles city to orchard to check things out for mum.

guess what? it took me an hour to reach taka reason being i cant find my way there. i nearly puke when i reached taka. i dont know what got over me, i kept walking towards BUGIS so i was stuck at the crossroad of raffles city for freaking 40mins. open your eyes big and gasp, yes, you're not seeing the wrong thing, 40mins.

so the poor legs carried me around for one hour. now you know why i suppose it'll run on me? HAHA! everyone has been saying im a direction-idiot and ive been denying for the past 18 years of my life. now, i submit to my fate. i shouldnt get miss bitch. miss stubborn/direction-idiot suits me the best.

today's shopping with cheryl was awesome. we had thai express for dins and went over to menotti for desserts. i had soffetti. this really wonderful stuff has warm dark choc, choc cake and choc chip ice cream. just some additional information in case you guys are like chisuen who heartless-ly dont know what kind of choc i like after 5 years of friendship :(, dark choc happens to be my favourite kind of choc.

oh ya, finally im going to timbre, remember to place ive been telling all of you about since may? HOORAY!

alrighty, as i was saying, i took neoprints with the girls yesterday so here goes...

i loooovvveeee my girlfriends!

oh god, we're gorgeous. HAHA!

see the damn pretty and the super cheena-fied picture which means super pretty in english? oh hell yes, we're pretty. HAHAHA!

im really lazy to resize them and im afraid i'll disfigure the pics. okay, im getting alil' tired now. have a goodnight friends. :)

today's outing with the girls is fabulous! talking about fabulous, ive changed my blog song to "fabulous" temporarily. the song's damn bitchy. if you're free, turn on that speaker and listen. i'll post the lyrics below to show you guys how bitchy it is.

we took lotsa neoprints today. you know, old school. hahahaha! they are still with rynn, i'll post them here when she's done with scanning them. :) today hasnt been much shopping but it's just alot more than fun. we gossipped, caught up with each other's life and most important thing, met up.

okay, pictures of chalet! :)

the girls and me.

shu an.

meijing.

jaslyn.

jaslyn and shu an.

weijun!

the two pesky-ly damn tall woman and waner. they are 171cm, mind you.

the horribly awesome food!

i like HUMUHUMUNUKUNUKUAPUA'A too!

my next song! stop scolding, stop scolding. i know this entry's alil' long but all because of the lyrics. i know all of you are disappointed because of my long lyrics and short entry. cmon, cheer up! HAHAHAHA! OH YAH, I WANT TO BUY THIS SHIRT!!!

LO AND BEHOLD...

DAMN CUTE RIGHT?!! ALTHOUGH ITS REALLY SOOOO NOT ME AT ALL. HAHAHAHA!

online's out of stock for my size soooo, NUM HERE I COME! ALL OF YOU, DONT COPYCAT ME AH. HAHAHAHA! that sentence's very wrong-copycat me. HAHAHA! im out of my mind now.

ok its late! goodnight friends!

SCREAM HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSS WITH ME!

important matters first. my last paper was my ass. im not trying to be vulgar but it was really ass-kind of paper. it was horrible-er than my previous paper. this paper, i could have died on the spot after the first 10mins reading time. ive no idea what im writing cause ive no idea what the questions want from me. most of them need us to read the papers regularly to know what the hell is going on in singapore.

but nevertheless, im damn excited about this hols. lotsa things for me to do, lotsa people for me to meet. watch hairspray, do catching ups, shoppings, baking, bumming around my lil' home and the list goes on and on...

OH, IVE GOT A VERY IMPORTANT TASK TO DO THIS HOLS AND THAT IS THE WATCH HSM 2. my classmate has it on his ipod vid and i managed to catch 30mins of the show. its AWESOME. my all-time favourite zac efron is a darling. he's so charming and sweet and everything you can ask for.

class chalet yesterday and wasnt that bad. we gossiped through the night and some of them went partying at zouk and saw really hot and cute guys. im so sad im a december baby now.

IM SO EXCITED UNTIL IVE NOTHING TO WRITE. I NEED TO GO GET SOME SLEEP NOW. i havent sleep for 25 hours.

pictures for chalet will be up when shu an sends me.

bye bye friends!

come spell with me H-O-L-Y S-H-I-T.

thats what today's paper was about. during the first 10mins reading time, i opened the paper and nearly fainted. they asked questions ive never seen in the notes. you know, SP loves to make people think out-of-the-box and according to my friends, ive got rather "inflexible" brain. so how, tell me how to do well?!

yesterday night was horrible. i terribly wanted to shut my eyes, switch my brain off and go into a slumber. but, i reckon my brain was still active from all my studying and it wouldnt give in. miserably, i tossed and turned and tossed and turned and barely had 3 hours of sleep.

ive got one paper left. another suck-ish memorising work.

MOF, MAS, GIC, TEMASEK HOLDINGS, CPF, INSURANCE... YOU GUYS BETTER LO AND BEHOLD

HERE I COME TO SEE YOU INSIDE OUT!

wanqin's a sweet lil' lovely cuppycake. she's my lovey.

she did the most amazing thing today. while i was mugging my ass off for ECM, she came up to my place to pass me a mini blackforest cake. this really made my day.

because of my lovey, im over the moon and all-charged to conquer the irritating facts now.

and the day is saved, thanks to my powerpuff girl, poh wanqin!

i realised i gave her 3 names in this short entry.

HEY YO EVERYONE! it has been awhile.
i was supposed to be missing from this world for another week to mug my ass off for the exams but, hahahahahaha, the temptation for me to on the lil' machine on the table and get access into the amazing world of internet kinda get the better of me.

life hasnt been really awesome. all i do is wake up, lunch, study, dinner, study, sleep and the routine goes on and on... (monotonously)
accounts's over and im left with 2 memorising papers. memorising work sucks. the whole day, ive to take my pen, write and write and never stop writing.

you see, its the seventh month of lunar calendar now. when i study till the wee hours, i'll get freak out by any tiniest sound i hear. must be the aftermath of that mysterious call.

last night, i was trying to swallow my ECM facts down me and the only way i could do it efficiently is to talk the facts out loud. i got so worried that prolly when i talk out loud, i'll get some replies from you know what. thats how paranoid i got over the weeks.

okok, now im getting anxious. the papers are nearing and im not settled down to study. i got to go burn my notes into ashes and drink them down now!

lovely day to all.

carl's jr buddy, remember the burgers and my face aint burger.

i know it wont be easy to make you understand

i want to take the glory and put it in your hand

'cause you're the light that makes me shine

you're the hero in my eyes

win or lose, do or die, i have made it high

i will scale the heights, if i believe

your wings of faith will carry me

i'll go the distance, just to reach

the arms im running to

i'll go the extra mile for you

chisuen, this is for you.

take really good care of yourself over in that faraway land.

i'll miss you like i always do. i'll love you like i always do too.

DETAILS FOR THE SMACKERS IM SELLING.

orange crush (picture found online)

ive got 1 in stock. its going at 3bucks.

for the starburst, ive no picture of it. so i can only give you guys the details. ive got 2 cherry flavours and 1 raspberry flavour in stock. ive got one of each myself.

the flavours are awesome-ly YUMMY!

it softens and smoothes lips with moisture-rich ingredients. whats more? the square shape smackers look just like the candy!

interested, msg or msn me. :)

the meeting time and place will be discussed again. preferably in jp. :)

performance was tiring!

i thought 3 sessions were chicken feet. i had a big fat wrong smack right in my face. 3 sessions can kill me especially so when the sun was out. boy, i felt sleepy and dozed off during the breaks making all the clarinettists laugh at me.

oh ya, i saw many familiar faces during the performance! thank you for coming! :)

im not kidding when i call tisa, tisathecrazy. during the performance, she shouted XINYI so loudly the crowd around her was looking for xinyi. she reminds me of brandon (birdy) who did the same thing but shouted STARFISH instead. talking about brandon, i miss those good ol' band days and the tissue papers and saliva problems.

after performance, i met up with aunt and her family at pasir ris for our short dinner over at tanah merah. ok, now comes the important part of the entry. my whole family went over to m'sia and i was home alone yesterday night. so............

AT 1220AM, SOMEBODY CALLED. I PICKED UP THE PHONE AND NO ONE TALKED. I FREAKED OUT IMMEDIATELY.

I CHECKED MY HOUSE CALLER-ID, PRIVATE NUMBER! I FREAKED OUT EVEN MORE.

THE PHONE RANG AGAIN BUT LASTED ONLY FOR 1 RING LONG SO MY HOUSE CALLER ID COULDNT DETECT THE NUMBER. I GOT PARANOID IMMEDIATELY.

the feeling of being home alone at night isnt that bad initially. after the call, it got HORRIBLE. if my whole family were to go overseas again without me, i'll make sure there is no more home-alone-at-night-till-morn affair. i'll make sure i have a slumber or mahjong party.

went ikea with meijing for lunch. after lunch, we went over to suntec and marina square. walked, walked, walked. talked, talked, talked. i had fun shopping with her. reached home at 8plus and had a lil' talk with mum about the call. after that, studied alil' and ta-da, im here blogging.

alright, im deadbeat now.

BYE!

my ma test was horrendous. i got 12/30.

ive calculated, till now (before the adding in of the latest proj mark), i only got a "C". :(

on a happier note, actually not very happy, my group did well for crm/rwps proj.

BUT, DUE TO LATE SUBMISSION, WE HAD 5 MARKS DEDUCTED.

so that gave us a "B" instead of our initial "A".

my heart broke into million pieces when i knew about it but i know we put in our best, our proj is of an "A" standard so that leaves me feeling happier.

ive no time to blog now! chisuen's online!
BYE!

before i run off, im having a performance this coming saturday so if you're free, do drop by paragon.

performance time: 2-230, 4-430 and 6-630.

p/s: anyone interested in buying lipsmackers from me? brand new ones. interested, please email, msn or tag me for further details. thanks!

there's a charming guy in my school. :)

mum got really efficient these days. she trfered my pocket money over to me even before the start of the month.

i think she got alil' freaked out by my naggings for late pocket money. HAHAHA!!

days past like they were supposed to. i live my life like i was supposed to. things were mediocre. to those who stood by me these few days, thank you very much. :)

to the poly girls, everything's fine now. dont worry.

i know this is really random but i love my family, 8 cuppycakes, siti and rachel alot, alot.

i kinda miss all of them now.