i know some might think that its cliche to be blogging about the sichuan earthquake 'cause everyone's talking about it in their blog. but i think otherwise.

i figured i need to do my lil' bit in reminding everyone how lucky we are. to be able to see our family and friends each day. to be able to have a bed to sleep on. to be able to have our meals and to be able to sit in front of the comp to read this lil' entry.

im dedicating this entry to the people suffering in sichuan and to all mothers.

yesterday's charity show was heartaching beyond words. im really touched to see everyone doing their part to raise as much funds as possible for the victims. the amount of money we donate might be insignificant as compared to what companies and the rich can afford but i believe that our donations will go a long way. most importantly, its the thoughts that count.

the mother that protected her baby from death is awesome. her last text to her lil' baby made me teared like mad. till the last moment of her life, she protected her angel and deep inside her, she hoped for the baby's survival.

theres another story about a mother who put her baby on her breast for breast milk before she left the world. her last hope is that the baby will continue to survive and not die of hungerness. and true enough, it was because of her breast milk that the baby fed on, the lil' angel survived.

theres also this old lil' granny who said while crying, 'what am i to do now? im all alone. (wo xian zai yao ze me ban?)' my heart literally ached when i saw her, in her head of white hair, wiping her tears away when more were flowing out and looking helpless. sigh.

ive a friend who told me this: 'what they need is not pity and condelence, but hope. pity and condolence will only pull them into misery, only with hope can they move forward, towards the future that awaits them."

so go do your lil' part in giving them hope and showing them love. :)

the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

FTT LATER! OMG!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!

ironman's damn awesome i tell you. everyone was telling me how great it is and stuff and hell yes, it's really good.

caught it with jac and rynn over at je after school. it reckon it was my first time over at je's cinema 'cause i didnt know the chairs have those 'you're-going-to-fall-off-it-anytime' feeling. it scared the hell outta me when i sat down. throughout the whole movie, the 3 of us were awwwwwwww-ing like some sillies 'cause of the fascinating 'ironman costume in making'.

sat was band. hehehe, i guess theres still this affinity between my love and i 'cause the first clarinet i chose from the whole lot of clarinets, prolly 10 over, was my love! im not kidding but i was kinda freaked out when i played on my love after prolly 5months of not playing it. my heart, LITERALLY skipped a beat 'cause i was so paranoid that i might not be able to produce sound from it. after band, mum came to pick me up so i didnt join the rest for lunch.

i reckon i still love band 'cause thats one place where i enjoy myself. hahahahaha! okay, i know i sound as though im an emokid during normal days. im not, im not. dont worry!

today was hell good. woke up early for breakers with mum, dad and uncle. went back to bed again after reading my potter book by noon time. pigged around house and night time came damn fast. i dont deny my sundays are usually super unproductive. my aim was to study for my FTT but at the pigging rate im going, i figured i might fail to.

tmr's town to do survey for my fyp!

alright, i better get myself down to study. happy vesak day to all!

lotsa love!

hehehe, finally im having some time to update this poor un-updated blog of mine. projs have been taking too much of my time and i hasnt been socialising alot with my friends.

friends oh friends, when can i meet you guys up?

i need to go to the beach, do some shopping, catch up/gossip with friends over dins, attend band prac, watch movie, club during the hols and DO WHATEVER I CAN TO GETAWAY MY LIFELESS LIFE NOW.

i figured my next entry might be weeks or days away so miss me not for now. HEHEHEHE!

hehehe, i know my temper has been really bad these days. i reckon i'll be fine soon.

everything's driving me nuts. fyp, projects and more projects. i know reading entries that are whiny are alil' turn off. bear with me for awhile more and everything's gonna be alright.

take care.
night. (:

IM EXPLODING SOON!!! IM FUMING MAD!!! I FEEL BAD. :(

wed was silly and fun. after school, i went bugis and did something unusual. hahahaha! something that you'll never guess i'll go do.

I WENT TO... 求签!!

asked about my relationship and future working prospects. hehehehe, it was good experience. i was told to wait for my prince charming to appear and i shouldnt be reckless. thats what the fortune teller told me also. he will appear this year.

work was good. i was told i'll have lotsa people helping me when i start working and everything will go smoothly for me.

went home after shopping to prepare for clubbing. hell fun! went clubbing with joc and friends and peishan and friends. wanted to club at phuture but it was full house so all of us got to mos. we were super high even though we were at the main. HAHAHAHA! they had lotsa alcohol and all the guys went tipsy and started talking about funny things. HAHAHAHAHA! wed was awesome!

i couldnt remember what i did on thurs. most prolly should be resting at home?

friday was school and after school, i went supermarket with peishan to get the picnic food for sat's tanning session.

sat saw me at sentosa for picnic and tanning. OH MAN, THE SUN WAS SO SCORCHING I BURNT LIKE MAD. my skin feels like its tearing apart. i look like a lobster now. after tanning, went over to meijing's bbq. ate alil' and hanged around for alil' while before i head back home.

today is home the whole day because of the skin and dinner. I NEED A TUB OF ICE WATER TO COOL MY SKIN. I FEEL LIKE IM GIVING OFF HEAT FROM MY BODY.

tmr's school. see how i die with my sun burn in class.