drop everything you're doing now and scream with me H-O-O-R-A-Y 'cause my darling ass, CHENG CHI SUEN IS BACK IN TOWN!!!! the feeling of going to the fabulous arrival hall's way better than going to the disgusting departure hall.

when i saw that ass coming out from the door, i was 'OHHHHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, I HAVENT SEE (in person 'cause we webcam at times) AND FEEL YOU FOR A VERY LONG TIME (technically, it's 6 months)!!!!!!!!!!!!!' i miss, miss, miss, miss, miss him!

although this may sound sick, i miss the times when the 3 assholes (chisuen, junhao and kahyong) combine forces to bully me. never underestimate the power of them when they stand around you (so that forced me to stand in the middle of the circle made by them) and start saying and doing irritating things continuously, like a relay. i still love them though.

28th was also ah mah's and junhao's birthday. so after cutting the birthday cake with granny, i literally ran out of house to meet my cupcakes for dins at dempsey road! after dins, we took a bus home and some of us met up again for sups. my oh my, chilli crab in the middle of the night = superb.

caught national treasure with my lil' sis just now and warlords (MY HUSBAND, TAKESHI KANESHIRO'S IN IT!!! AWWWWW!! HAHAHAHA!!) with wanqin a few days back. they're AWESOME. those who have not catch the shows, you MUST go catch them.

alrighty, new year's coming and it's almost time for new resolutions. i was looking through my resolutions this year and was rather amused by it.

MY 2007 RESOLUTIONS

1) to get prettier
2) to have flawless skin (LIKE TOFU) HAHAHA!
3) to get a boyfriend who loves me by end of this year (cross fingers and toes!)
4) to slim down (43kg)
5) to get good grades (get impossible GPA 4!!!)
6) to get taller (i know its alittle impossible) HAHA!
7) to win more mahjong
8) everything goes well for me

as all of you can see, prolly only #3 and #8 came true. HAHAHAHA! when i was having stomach flu, i went down to 43kg BUT it's rising. and yup, everything's well for me now.

MY 2008 RESOLUTIONS

1) to get prettier (of course this will stay! who doesnt want to get prettier? hehehehe.)
2) to slim down to 43kg and RETAIN it. (note the word RETAIN.)
3) to get good grades
4) to be a better and wiser person
5) to have my family and friends happy all the time
6) to be a happy person with lesser troubles
7) everything goes well for me and the people i love

the 3 assholes will exclaim, WHY ISNT THERE 'FIND A BF' IN THE RESOLUTION? i learnt my lesson this year and i would try my best not to repeat the mistake in the coming year. what will be, will be. if a guy's meant to be mine, he'll be mine. if he's not, no matter how i force, nothing's gonna work out 'cause some things cannot be forced.

its late now and i cant think. when ive got more resolutions, i'll add them in!
goodnight everyone and in case i wouldnt have time to blog anytime soon, happy new year to all!

on a side note, i think my sis's a saddist. HAHA! her blog song's deathbed by relient k. i'll let you see part of the lyrics if you're not convinced.

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home

ANYHOW, I WILL MAKE MY 2008 A BETTER YEAR SOOO, MAKE YOURS A GOOD ONE TOO! LOOOOVE! (:

OH MAN!! CHRISTMAS DINNER WITH THE FAMILY WAS AWESOME, MARVELLOUS, FABULOUS! I ATE LIKE A PIG. WE HAD LOTS AND LOTS OF FOOD, LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN! I THINK I MIGHT HAVE GAINED A KG THIS DECEMBER.

STEAMBOAT WITH THE CUPCAKES WAS GREAT TOO. MY ANGEL WAS JACLYN AND MORTAL WAS WANQIN!!! DEAR ANGEL, I LOVE THE GIFT AND DEAR MORTAL, I HOPE YOU LOVE THE MASKS. YOU HAVE NO CHOICE. YOU GOT TO LOVE THEM 'CAUSE ITS FROM YOUR ANGEL, ME! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

HAD GIFT EXCHANGES AND I GOT COOKIES AND CREAM CHOCS. YUM YUM! PLAYED MAHJONG TILL 2 PLUS AND HOME SWEET HOME! CUPCAKES OH CUPCAKES, PLEASE LOVE THE LIL' GIFTS FROM ME! (:

OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OHHHHHHHHH!! IM GETTING ALL EXCITED ONCE AGAIN! NOT BECAUSE OF XMAS THIS TIME. ITS BECAUSE............................... THE DARLING, LOVELY, IRRITATING ASSHOLE IS COMING BACK SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!! 2 MORE DAYS, 2 MORE DAYS!!! I MISS YOU, MISS YOU, MISS YOU, MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OKAY, I KNOW IM NUTS 'CAUSE I CHAT WITH YOU ALMOST EVERY NIGHT ONLINE. BUT... THE FEELING IS DIFFERENT LA! I NEED TO SMASH YOUR FACE AND SMACK YOU INTO PIECES!!

HE'S RUSHING ME TO SLEEP NOW 'CAUSE I FORBID HIM TO SLEEP EARLIER THAN ME. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! OKAY, SLEEP NOW!

BYE!

lets recap what ive been doing for the past week.

shopping, out to town, getting myself broke-er, stayover at joc's, manicure and more manicure, mask, lotsa indulgence in 'corner with love' (oh my, show luo is amazing and ive got a new aspiration. im gonna be a lady with elegance. just like the 'jing guang shan shan da xiao jie'.
-flicks hair.- hahaha!)

anyhow, xmas is round the corner and i'll always get all excited. today's gonna be a lil' gathering with some of my cupcakes. think gift exchanges, chocolates, angels and mortals, steamboat, chitchats, mahjong and laughings. its gonna be hella fun!

tmr's a xmas dinner with my family! logcakes, ham, chicken franks, satay(substitution for turkey) and ah mah's beehoon and curry! my oh my, im drooling. the 3 lil' angels, cousins and i are gonna be happy people 'cause of the xmas gifts we'll be receiving!!

wed's a night out with the poly girls and junhong. hello to drinks and night life!

thurs's a project and a shopping day!

friday's ah mah's and junhao's birthday and chengchisuen's back in singapore! hehehehehehe, im over the moon. i havent seen that ass for the longest time. ass, if you happen to read my blog, come online or call me la! i cant find you.

okay, i need to go do the major turn off project and prepare myself for the party over at rynn's place.

my xmas is gonna be awesome. i hope yours will be too. (:

HOLIDAY IS HERE AND THE LOVELY CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!!!!!! IM DONE WRAPPING MY CHRISTMAS GIFTS!! YAYYYYYYYYY!!

sunday was a family day! i had bah kut teh with dad, mum, germaine, ah mah and lynnette in the morning, went bai bai 'cause according to mum, i 'fan tai sui' this year, so i got to 'xie tai sui'.

after bai bai, mum, dad and i were discussing if i should take my driving license and the conclusion is....... YES I SHOULD! AND I SHOULD TAKE MANUAL. with my coordination ability, i might hahahahahahahaha, fail a few times.

today was awesome! i stayed home the whole day. woke up at 11 plus, had my breakers, bummed around house till 4 plus and napped till 9. watched the telly, made a last min decision and went jogging! life has been luxury for me today.

tmr's shopping with mummy!!! you dont know how much i love this woman. she's the most awesome, fabulous, amazing person ive met. she never complains when i rant 24/7, she supports me in whatever i do, she gives me incredible advices, she gives germaine and i unconditional love. i love my mummy.

okayyyyyyy, the entry's getting sentimental. HAHAHA!

anyway, i received the picnic pics already! but its getting late so i'll post the video up first.



hohoho, im so happy 'cause that asshole chisuen's coming back next week and i managed to know the lovely guy's name! i think i might smile in my sleep today.

goodnight!

hello everyone! hehe, i managed to get the present pictures online! YAY!





a BIG thank you to:

my family.

my cupcakes; joc, jac, wanqin, rynn, chisuen, junhao, kahyong, eric, zhisen, jiejing and meiling.

my poly girls; meijing, shu an and jaslyn.

the poly guys; chuan kai and nigel.

the adorable classmates; weijun, rong quan, angela, jacqueline, yiling, anne, peishan, benneth and chariot.

the 11 years girlfriend; rachel.

the always bitchy sweethearts; maiz, jaryl and dean.

i really really really love all the presents i received and i really really appreciate all the effort put into the presents. without all of you around, i dont know what will become of me. you guys are the reason why im smiling every day, living my life to its fullest and being optimistic about every obstacle i meet, everything i do.

i love all of you, i mean it.

those who smsed/gave me comment on friendster, i didnt forget you guys too! thank you!

side track alil', huaahjing's finally coming back from hongkong! i miss you la pesky woman!!! i need to see you, bully you and nag at you! HAHAHA!

alright, im off now. hehehehe, tmr's breakers with my family!!!!
lovely night to everyone!

p/s: ive got 2 blueblacks on my right hand. im brutally abused. sigh..... HAHAHA! okay la, those who know me well will know that the real fact is, im clumsy. i bang into everything i see.

celebration on wednesday with maiz, jaryl, dean and leedeeya was awesome. we met up in the evening for dinner at fish and co. and let me warn you. if you're celebrating your birthday, never, i repeat, NEVER EVER, let your friend celebrate it with you there. you'll regret.

i was happily enjoying my pasta and lo and behold, this woman approached me and asked, 'hello, may i know if you're ms xinyi?' i looked at her, know what is going to happen and said no, im not. knowing that im talking rubbish, she dragged me to the front of fish and co, 'invited' me to stand on the tall bartop chair and announced to the whole restaurant that it was my birthday 2 days ago. mind you, it was full house that night.

so, feeling ashame of myself, i stood on the chair, holding a scoop of icecream and sparklers with all the pair of eyes looking at me and singing birthday song. it was beyond embarrassment but i was pleasantly surprised by the 4 sweeties' arrangement. thank you for the awesome present. i love you guys with all my heart. (:

today saw me with cheryl for dins. before meeting her, i went to get christmas gifts for all my sweethearts. sigh, im officially B-R-O-K-E. i have to live off grass as of now. we had dinner at menotti and oh the pasta's good. had alil' chat, walked around raffles city and home sweet home. im so happy she's staying near me now!!

the entry's lengthy again and its 236AM so im really really sorry. i will thank you guys for the gifts in my next entry, i promise. please dont misunderstand me. its not that im unappreciative. i appreciate all the effort put into the gifts and im sincerely thankful to have met all of you. (:

ive no idea why but the pics from my cell cant upload to my comp. and majority of the pics from the celebrations arent with me so i can only post those that are in my comp.


made by the sweet bee-hive honey, jocelyn low. thank you darling! I LOVE YOU!


silly yet sweet jas drew it for me and hehehe, i captured it with print screen. i love you darling. THANK YOU!


my cupcakes. (:

the pics with the presents from all of you are sigh, un-uploadable. i'll get help soon and hehehehehe, you can see my presents and get all jealous. HAHAHAHAHA!

its 247AM and lesson's at 9AM. im deadmeat!!
goooooooooodnight everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im feeling very sinful and fat now. within 5 days, i had 8 cakes and lotsa ice creams.

my first birthday celebration was with my poly girls and junhong. the details are in my previous entry! (: thank you and i love all of you, sweethearts!

the second birthday celebration was with the band darlings! they were really sweet. ive still yet to receive the hilarious video and pics from susu. :( i'll upload them soon! i love you guys too so DONT BE JEALOUS OKAY?? HAHAHAHAHA!

the third birthday celebration was with my family. it was a simple one 'cause we stayed home for cake cutting. though it was short, it was heartwarming. i love them all. (:

the fourth birthday celebration was with my cupcakes. we met up in the evening and went over to timbre for dinner. the food there are A-W-E-S-O-M-E! we had lotsa pizzas, seafood and alcohol. chatted, took pictures and basically had hell lotsa fun! after dinner, we went over to menotti's for dessert and headed back home 'cause some of them had to mug for their papers. each and every single one of you has a significant standing in my heart. i mean it. (:
p/s: CS, YOU ARE INCLUDED TOO. I NEVER FORGET YOU. EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE SO FAR AWAY, YOU STILL STAND BY ME NO MATTER WHAT. THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU TOO!

the fifth birthday celebration was with rachel. she's sweet. we had our lil' dinner over at swensens and i had my surprise! that silly woman told me her stomach was aching and needed to run to the toilet. so i waited for her like some dumb until she called me to bring tissue papers to her 'cause the toilet doesnt have them. i blur-ly walked into the toilet and shouted, rachel where are you? and that sweety popped out with a birthday cake on her hand singing happy birthday song. the whole situation was damn amusing. i'll never forget this celebration 'cause its my first toilet celebration. HAHAHA!

tmr's dins with maiz and the day after with cheryl. oohh, mum's birthday's on friday and sis and i are really sweet. we got her the presents already! HOHOHO!

apparently, i havent got the pics to all my celebrations. HELLO DARLINGS, SEND ME ALL THE PICTURES!

you must have been really patient 'cause you managed to survive the long entry and get to here!!!

some random things before i forget:

1) i need to jog to compensate for the 8 cakes if not when cs's back, i might be a ball.
2) i need to buy my first 4D later. LET ME STRIKE FIRST PRIZE!
3) my left eyelid was twitching just now and according to the folks it was a bad omen. soooo my uncle taught me something silly: use a tissue paper and stick it on your eyelid 'cause it means 'bai tiao'. HAHAHA!
4) i embarked on a new journey on 11/12/07! THANK YOU FRIENDS FOR THE SUPPORT!
5) i promise all my cupcakes, darlings, sweethearts and huns, i'll live each day of my life like how it used to be. FUN, LAUGHTER AND CRAZY 24/7. to my girls, there may be some essence of bitching. HAHA!

i wanted to thank all the people who gave me those lovely presents individually but this entry is getting lengthy so i'll most prolly do it in the next entry.

oh its getting late! i need to sleep!!
GOODNIGHT LOVELY ONES!

TODAY WAS AWESOME, GREAT, WHATEVER GOOD THINGS YOU CAN THINK OF.

ITS LATE NOW SO I'LL BLOG THE DETAILS SOON.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND GAVE ME THOSE GORGEOUS PRESENTS. IM REALLY HAPPY, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

IM CONTENTED WITH JUST MY FRIENDS, DARLINGS, SWEETHEARTS AND CUPCAKES AROUND. (:

*EDIT

i supposed ive woken up. to those who stood by me all these while, thank you for the care and love you guys have showered upon me. i know all of you have been trying really hard to make me realise ive been extremely dumb and will always end up wanting to puke blood. thank you for listening to my woes and complains. thank you for everything.

with all of you around, i feel loved. this feeling is inexplicable. oh man, im feeling teary now.

on a happier note, my birthday's coming in less than 4 hours time! (:

the past 2 days were awesome. during those 2 days, i learnt something: whatever will be, will be. im not emo. dont worry sweethearts, im okay.

friday was interview with citibank in the morning and hehehehe, im so happy! i got my internship position in citibank! rushed back to school to hand in FF project. ran all the way from T22 to T3 for my gems test which i disgusting-ly messed up. thats a total of 19 blocks. cool yo? hahaha!

after gems, i met up with jaslyn and junhong to meet shu an and meijing in marina sq for my advance birthday celebration. they were really sweet. the surprise they gave me made me a happy lil' girl of the night.

after dinner, walked around malls, watched movie and went to esplanade rooftop terrace for a mini drinking session. I CAN DRINK FOR NUTS. I WANT TO LAUGH AT MYSELF ALSO. ALL I HAD FOR THE NIGHT WAS JUST A BOTTLE OF HOOCH AND MY WHOLE FACE TURNED LOBSTER. sweethearts, thank you for the celebration.



























































saturday was picnic at sentosa with the band girls! it was hella fun! they sabo-ed me like crazy but i know they love me like crazy also! HAHA! i got my second birthday surprise. (: girls, thank you for the cake and the silly yet hilarious time we spent in sentosa.

i'll upload the picnic pics when i receive them all! (:

P/S: WEIJIAN REMINDED ME THAT TODAY WILL BE MY LAST DAY BEING 17!

this is killing me. i need help.

i need to see my girls; joc, wanqin, jac, rynn.
i need to see my irritating yet lovely and caring guys; junhao, kahyong, eric and chisuen.
i need to see my band girls; maiz, susu, farah, idah.
i need to see my 11 years girl; rachel.

someone, help me, save me.

FF project and the coming GEMs test are killing me.

enchanted, anyone? i heard that its nice.

yesterday's concert and meeting up with the cupcakes were awesome. the choir can go reaaaalllllyyyy high up and jac and i were giggling away when one of the songs kept calling my name.

after concert, we walked jac baby to the station 'cause she had to be home early. lau pat sat afters. satay, stingray, cockles, omelette, youtiao! OH IM HUNGRY NOW.

the night was beautiful with them all.

anyways, pictures! (:


wanqin and her darling.


jac and meiling.


rynn, send me a pic of yours. we add it in!


joc and eric.


joc and i.


zhisen and eric the gays.


they really are gays. hahaha!


rynn's sunflower from her darling.

the sunflower is so pretty we started playing with it.


my gay friends and i.

eric was a flirt. he had so many girls last night. hahaha!


eric and i.


zhisen and i.


jac and eric.


wanqin and eric.


the real couple.


the girls! (:


MY CUPCAKES!


hehehe, money or life? CHOOSE ONE. HAHA!

okay, i need to run off now! they're chasing me to play mahjong!

HELLO 5 TAI ZHI MO, IM GONNA CATCH YOU!