CHI SUEN, I MISS YOU TERRIBLY.

i used to like going to the airport. now, i think it sucks. i dont know how to express myself but im feeling really lousy. lousy's an understatement. i feel alot worse than lousy. my great buddy plus sister plus confider plus everything's gone for macau and then the states. i used to see him at least once a week. now, i can only see him once a year.

i miss you now. i want to talk to you on the phone or see you on the webcam. no, i wish i can fly over to meet you.

p/s: i miss you bullying me, saying im fat and have a round face. no, i miss you.

today's paper was, i reckon, pass-able. tmr's the horror one.

oh yah, i suspect my lil' pri6 cousin has a gf cause he's nick was i love you forever, loving only you (5201314920). HAHA! i asked him if its true, he denied and changed his nick. so, being the alil' pesky cousin, i gave him a testimo on friendster.

here goes:

marcus! 5201314920! HAHAHA!

lostalove, xoxoxo

i know thats irritating. i bet his (potential)gf will want to smack me.

my heart's in million of shattered pieces now. my hard work's all gone.

byebye.

shit. this is damn shit. my mst's coming and nothing gets into my brain.

those irritating facts just wouldnt want to sail through me.

on a side note, i managed to bake my eclairs! it's a success to a certain extent. HAHAHA! they look horrendous but the taste isnt that bad. ok, scold, scold. start scolding. i know you guys must be saying, this xinyi, test's coming and she's baking. hahahaha! i got to de-stress ah.

after baking, im left with whole lot of custard so me and my lil' sis invented bread eclairs. HAHAHA! we piped all the custard into a raisin bread and dipped the bread in the leftover choc glaze. the outcome wasnt that bad. at least she managed to finish it. ok, to be honest, she had some complains about the bread's eruption because of the overload of custards. HAHAHAHA!

oh yeah, chisuen found merry widow! THANK YOU! its dirt cheap. 9bucks. HAHAHAHA! i hope it'll work. i dont mind it being in black and white. you know, add on to the ol' school ambience. HAHA!

ok, i got to go force those shit facts into me now. probably i can burn and drink them down or sleep on them at night. who knows i'll wake up and ta-da, i know EVERYTHING. HAHAHAHA!

torture time. bye!

p/s: dad's in malaysia, germaine's on a 4days camp, ah gong's out for the night. home's left with mum and me. soooooooo, im sleeping with mum tonight and have a mini gossip session. but, i doubt so cause she's in the room now and ive got to mug my ass off. thats bad. see, tests split mum and daughter apart. thats how bad tests can get.

my hands are screwed so i got to type fast and entry's gonna be short. i got myself this gorgeous hot pink nailpolish from the face shop and ta-da, im having monster-ish hot pink nails now. HAHA!

my freaking mst week is coming and i cant seem to study. ive got 5 papers throughout the entire week so bless me. oh yah, i saw this really cute shop in suntec. it makes ted bears. when im feeling richer, i'll go make myself a bear and name it xinyi's almighty. they're adorably cute.

ok, my hands are complaining with the cramps they have been giving me for the past days.

ive got to stop.

p/s: im learning to bake eclairs and doughnuts so if i succeed, you guys will have sweet treats soon.

bye. the pain is grrrr.

pssstt, im doing a major project. trust me, ive never done this before.

it's cool.

oh yes. hols are finally here. i desperately need some rest. really desperate. HAHA!

come to think of it, this hols isnt really that great. i still have ongoing projects during the hols but muuahahaha, i got my ass down town on sat. the feeling is, AWESOME. finally, i met up with the others.

school's really silly. come, let me announce. im going to have my test week when sch reopens and ta-da, its on the first week of sch. wonderful? its perfect.

-it was meant to be sarcastic. just in case you guys didnt catch it.-

SO, THAT MEANS IVE GOT TO DO MY PROJECTS AND STUDY FOR MY TESTS.

so voila! having a hols means having no hols.

oh yah, talking about school, im having a cca now. boy oh boy do i feel more commited to my lovely school. HAHAHA! im a SB ambassador now. sounds cool ah? hahahaha!

cmon, lets nod our head simultaneously. its so cool that i'll have a testimony written and signed by SB's director. see, i told you it's cool.

i think tests and projects have officially driven me nuts. all the above mentioned are silly.

bye!

chisuen's leaving on june 30 and he's never coming back until a year later.

i not very happy now. ive only 26 more days to see him.

c.s says: by the way..i book air ticket alr..i m leaving on the 30 of june~
better together says: huh!! so fast ah??
better together says: i thought start of july?
better together says: dont bluff me la!
c.s says: really la~
c.s says: i going back on 30 of june~
better together says: :(
better together says: we're left with 25days together.
c.s says: erm..yea lo~=(
c.s says: aiyo~dun sad la~~!!!!!
better together says: why you going usa?!?!
c.s says: hahaha...dun like that la~make me miss u more!

chisuen, you can bully me as much as you like in this 26 days. after this 26 days, our only communication will be msn, emails and webcam. im gonna miss you terribly. when you're over at US, remember to take care huh! bet i'll get emo-er when 30 june's nearing.

ok, im in no mood for blog now.

:(

bye.

band camp was awesome! finally, i got to play my fav sec sch sports again. captains ball! the amazing race was wonderful too. now, now, im old. i panted like mad during the run and my muscles are naughty today. met wanqin for dins on saturday night.
boy, i miss those good ol' heart to heart chats.

i think second year in poly sucks. out of the 7 modules im taking, 6 of them are projects and exams base. wonderful huh? my only motivation is the coming 2 weeks hols. i'll make sure i meet the girls for shopping and do whatever i cant do during sch days. but, ive got my test week after the hols. DAMN.

oh yeah, i love this adidas watch. either the black and silver or the white and gold. i bet my mum's gonna ignore me. but, i'll still try to tell her. miracles do happen at times. HAHA!

alright, im off. tmr's a long day. sch and proj.

bye! lovely night.