Thursday, September 28, 2006

sch's tiring. but i've survived 4days of it so cheers for me! (:
my gems is interesting. think i'll love that module the most.
life goes on. wake up every morning, prepare for school with the least anticipation i have. think its time i psycho myself that schling can be fun.
-xinyi, sp is superb and exciting.-

ohh god. please let me have more interesting life in sch if not i'll die of boredom. on the contradicting side, i love my sp friends. they are nice peeps.

anyway, to all sweeties. thank you for encouraging me on when i'm down. i dont deny that i still miss my granny and cousin. but i promise i'll try to be less upset. please dont be shy to identify yourself though i know most of you wont. HAHAHA! you know who you are.

tmr's the last day of the week. weeee! oohh. meeting the girls to see the lanterns.
-anticipates-
tmr, please arrive quickly.

ok. this part is rather anti-climax. he's having his a's soon. hahaha! told you its rather off from the entry today. lets hope that he'll do well.
if you happen to see this entry, all the best for your a's. :D

tmr is going to be a beautiful day cause i'm meeting my ahmah, small cousins and the girls (sp and my girls)

ok, i'm off to my beddie. take care to all.
tata!

Sunday, September 24, 2006

i'm feeling super blue now.

i bet i'm having some pre-sch-reopens depression. tmr's the start of a brand new irritating-ly disgusting timetable. a super duper depressing one.
on a happier note, i'm in the same class as joc for our GEMs module. (:

sometimes i feel that i'm trying very hard to find the xinyi that used to laugh and talk nonsense at night. in the morning, i'm normal. but when its at night, i'll starting missing my granny again. how great.

i'm trying hard.

take care to all. i'm off to bed to fight tmr's war at dover.
tata.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

tonight's a super bad night for me. ):
granny's moving over to my aunt's house. how great.

i wouldnt have a talking companion.
i wouldnt have someone to accompany me.
i wouldnt have her to wake me up in the morning when i'm late for sch.
i wouldnt have someone to make sure i get well when i'm ill.
i wouldnt have someone to bid farewell to before i leave for sch.
my house is going to be quiet. all my cousins are going over.
my house isnt as lovely and warm as before.
i'm missing them now. ):

i wouldnt be as loud in the house as before.
my house aint going to have the noisy-ness that i once had.

sob. :'(

Monday, September 18, 2006

chalet was fabulous. had much fun though i was deprived of sleep.

went movie on the first night. we had two movie in mind. john tucker must die or the haunted apartment. took a vote and majority wanted to catch the latter show.
it scared the hell out of me. disgusting show. i shouldnt had took a void vote. i should stay firm to watch john tucker.

went biking and had bbq on the second day.
summary, fun day. HAHA!

conclusion of the whole chalet is, i love all of them though i'm always bullied by all the pesky peeps.

probably going for the sec 4'05 gathering. but my throat's aching. i'll see how everything goes then decide again. (:

had an interesting conversation with joc yesterday. now not only junhao and chisuen is anxious for me to get a bf. joc is too. hahaha! she is so concern till she taught me how to get to know a guy. HAHAHA! she prays and hopes that i'll get myself a darling before the next chalet. hahahaha! i think i better buck up. if not i'll be left on the shelf. but sad thing is, i cant find someone who has chemistry with me. how great. i'm convinced he isnt interested in me after the conversation i had with joc.
god bless me then.

alright, i'm off to play with the kids. take care to all.
tata!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

ADRENALINE RUSH.
i was damn nervous a few minutes ago. checked the list of admin numbers of people who need to retake the mid-session test. the kind of feeling is inexplicably horrible.

but phew! good thing i cleared my accounts and econs. but my highly anticipated marketing results isnt out! NOT EFFICIENT! haha! i'm afraid my admin number will be on the list. ):

anyway, celebrated jiaxin's birthday on friday. gave her a jacket. (: hope it's to her liking.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, BABE!

was in deep thought just now and i'm reminded that everything was wishful thinking on my part. boooo. but i'll see what happens after his a's. i bet nothing will happen. and till then, i seriously have to convince myself to stop thinking that he'll fall for me someday. but hopefully, something right will happen.

lets see how everything goes. wish me luck after his a's. (:

i'm off. take care.
tata!

Friday, September 08, 2006

caught devil wears prada with siti. fabulous show.

everyone in the runway looked upon andrea, the main actress, as an ugly duckling. but she turned into a beautiful swan overnight.

see. she's gorgeous.she's a subtle bitch.

in the show, miranda's the boss of andrea and is the legend of runway. she bitches about people without them knowing hence she's declared the most subtle bitch. HAHA!

pretty people. pretty clothes.see how mean she is. she's a tyrant. if she thinks you're wrong, you're DEFINITELY wrong. no negotiation. hahaha!ahh! i love andrea's gown! such a beaut.

this show taught me something. everyone is PRETTY and has their own forte. so, never ever think that you're the ugliest person in the whole world. nah. you aren't. someday, somehow, you'll charm your prince charming with your personality. so fret not people, especially junhao and chisuen, if my right guy appears, you guys will be the first to be informed. so dont hurry me into a relationship! hahaha!

its time i curb my spending. retail therapy may sound nice and sweet. but its horrible. miranda isnt the devil. the real devil is SHOPPING. it'll rob you off all your money. it'll make you eat grass for survival. hahaha! and most importantly, it'll make you think that its worth slogging your life for it. see how dangerous it is. HAHA! its a female killer.

so, being a clever me, HAHAHAHA, i shall not fall for its trap. wahahaha! shooo to shopping. SHOOOOOOO! hahahahaha!

yeappie! meeting my darlings later.

take care to all!
TATA! (:

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

steve irwin, the croc hunter's death is really saddening.
as what everyone knows, he was killed by a stingray while filming for a show. the stingray barb pierced into his chest and apparently, it went through his heart too. although dying is saddening, but steve irwin died with his love; the nature. i know his family is going to be devastated upon hearing his departure from the world but lets hope that they will get on with their lives after receiving all the supports rendered by friends and their close ones. (:

sometimes, living in this world can be frightening. you dont know when or where your precious life is going to end. people in the city are always occupied with their work but is what they're doing worthwhile. i know its for money. who doesnt love money? everyone loves it.

theres this phrase, "love makes the world goes round". in the working world, loves doesnt make the world go round. its money which makes the world go round. people can betray friends for money or even die for it.

i'm sure not everyone is like that. so lets hope that they wouldn't extinct from this world. (:

on a lighter note, i'm on shopping spree this week. weeeeeeeeee! lots of retail therapies for myself. but lots of burned holes for my poor darling wallet. ): HAHAHA!

ok. i'm off.
tata! (:

Monday, September 04, 2006

this entry is especially dedicated to ZHAO JUNHAO since he claimed that i havent been blogging often.

work was fun. (: met many new people while working. i'm super glad that there was some team spirit in us despite the fact that we met each other for 4 days only. my boss is nice too. always asking us to do things that will amuse us.

i'm glad that i worked though working is tiring. it widens my scope of knowledge about the world and gave me a better feel about the working world outside though this time, the people i worked with are nice peeps so i havent see the cruel side of working yet.

ohh. i havent tell all of you what i've been working as. i was working at the carnival's entrance with jaclyn as the ticketers. its SUPER tiring because lots of parents and kids entered the carnival non-stop. jaclyn and i knew quite a number of mediacorp heads and they definitely are nice peeps. wanqin and rynn were in-charged of a super exciting game booth, groom my room.

i know working is tiring for us but we persevered through the 4 days so hooray to us. (:

now i'm missing the meet ups with all my friends.
catch up soon!
ciao!

Friday, September 01, 2006

i'm dead tired.

i have been working at kids central carnival since thurs and i saw quite a few celebrities like pan lingling and aaron aziz. they are super gorgeous.
-hopefully i'll see more- (:

i'm tired so i got to run to be bed for rest now. i bet i'll be more tired tmr because more people will turn up for the carnival as the spore idol finalists are coming and i'm at the entrance so i've got to tear more carnival tickets as compared to today. ):
i'll update about my work again soon when i become an unemployed after this sunday. HAHA!

take care to all. night.
tata!

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