chisuen, i miss you alot. really, really, really, really. i dont know how to tell you how much i miss you now.

I MISS YOU.

call me asap no matter how late. i miss you really badly now. that time when i was hugging you at the airport, i didnt want to let you go. when you turn back to wave to us, i cried like shit. really shit. ive got lots of things to tell you so call me when you see my entry.

i wanted to sleep badly but i cant so i decided to continue blogging. we were 2 strangers who didnt know we'll be this close. you stood by me, you cared for me, you went those extra miles for me and i feel that im a damn lousy friend. you're the one who contributed the most to our friendship and i am the one who took you for granted.

when you pat me on my head asking not to cry at the airport, my heart aches. i really dont bear seeing you leave. whenever i go to places ive been with you, i'll start tearing.

just now when i went to jp with eric and wanqin for dinner, i was thinking normally you'll be joining us for dinner on weekends. when i walked past the mrt station, i'll remember you standing there waiting for me. when i walked past giordano, i'll remember you standing there waiting too. everywhere i go, i'll remember you and when i realise that you're no longer around in singapore, my tears tap will automatically on.

i know all of you, especially my lil' sister, will think that im nuts to think and react this way. but he's really someone important to me.

CALL ME.