LOVE was made for me and you.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

im sitting in front of the comp and having no idea what im feeling now. disappointed? upset?

all my friends would ask me if theres any improvement and all. but my answer would always be a very simple no. should i tell? should i not? these questions always surface. but i would always choose the latter. why? 'cause ive learnt my lesson. once bitten, twice shy.

i came across jolene's entry and find it meaningful so ive copied part of the entry. here goes..

'But if I'm not gonna protect myself, who else will? For me, I believe in unadulterated love.'

'Hope that someday when I meet you, we'll be able to know each other inside-out, willingly accept our endless list of physical flaws, emotional baggage and other random nonsense. That we can really be ourselves around each other. To really, truly, love unconditionally. I will not settle for anything less.'

i guess ive got to learn to protect myself, build a defensive wall around me and be less gullible lest i get hurt.

this is random, i know.

and my itunes' bullying me now. its playing all the sad songs. :(