sorry for the lack of update 'cause ive been really occupied by school these few weeks. i want to die already. but i have to blog about this DAMN HILARIOUS THING.
yesterday joc texted me to check if im still surviving. the smses went crazy after awhile. its kinda long though, here goes...
xinyi: haha but i feel damn guilty slacking on weekends. i think i study till i siao already! hahaha! joc: jojo helping you go online find depression symptoms. you tio quite a few. sense of guilt, fatigue, persistent empty feeling, cant concentrate.if you sleep too much or insomnia. also tio! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. please look out! xinyi: WAAA FUCK! I KEEP WAKING UP AT 5 PLUS 6 PLUS IN THE MORNING FOR NOTHING. INSOMNIA ALSO TIO! joc: and lose of interest in activity. do you make comments about worthless? i think you strike all except excessive sleeping and suicide thoughts. HAHA. YOU JIAJIALAT LE! xinyi: HAHAHAHA! TILL NOW I STILL DIDNT TALK ABOUT WORTHLESS YET. IM STILL SAVE-ABLE! I NEED TO START BUYING MUSICAL MUSIC, RESEARCH ON WAYS TO DESTREE. IF NOT DEPRESSION THEN HOSEH! SAVE ME MY FRIEND, SAVE ME!! HAHAH!! joc: HAHAHA. TAHAN ANOTHER HALF A YEAR. CS GRADUATING SOON. I ASK HIM CURE YOU. HAHAHAHA. xinyi: FUCK!!! IM LOOKING AT ONE WEBSITE FOR DEPRESSION!!! I TIO 7 OUT OF 8. IM DOOM. CS NEED TO GRADUATE NOW!!! HALF A YEAR I MIGHT HAVE REACHED THE SELF-LOATHING STAGE! HAHA! joc: HAHAHAHA. YOU KNOW SCHOOL EMAIL ALWAYS GOT MENTAL HEALTH SEMINAR? YOU SHOULD GO AH! HAHAHAHA!
okayyyy, the rest is non-relevance already. SAVE ME PEOPLE. IM IN NEED OF HELP NOW. HAHAHAHAHA! IF ONE DAY I WERE TO CALL ANY OF YOU TO SAY SOME REALLY TOUCHING AND SENTIMENTAL WORDS, PLEASE HELP ME INFORM MY FAMILY, KOK, FRIENDS AND IMH.
I REALLY REALLY DONT WANT TO DIE! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
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